Don’t ask for meaning as there is really only this strange stuff that happens…
pre-speech, we recall first memory when I met you and became we:
the wall wasn’t there but it was
something held it there for a brief time
but it didn’t hold
it didn’t stay put
the wall wilted
went wilting beyond the frames
what happened to the wall?
you walked through
there was a poster there as big as the wall
you didn’t tear it though
it became slow liquid delayed movement
with a soupy sound
was delayed soupy too when you came
I was still so still
while the world jammed its strange whiz
whiz-bomb fast yammer jamming in my head
(that contained every single radio wave / tv signal)
the messages chatter in voices of light
words uttered at light speed made sputter by the impossible blur
you came and spread vapor into my corners
making shadows live in unknown tar
inaccessible unknowable by the paralyzed person in the bed
I was gripped
you came you became my four corners
I wired into the mass cyber neon interstate of the universe with no boundaries to my head
and I waited
and I wait
and we wait for the light to drink the nightmare from our limbs.
Janeturgy 